i have to be warm, welcoming. i have to smile. i have to look cute at all times. summer is around the corner so i can show a bit of skin.
is that a good start?
i feel better though. letting it out in writing really helped. my ic says writing it out will help me release my anger. last night, i sat on my couch with my journal and i had nothing to write. i had written it all out in my posts earlier. that's when i knew. i will be okay.
thanks for letting me vent. it was a lot to absorb and the fact that it happened on a friday wasn't good. it gave me too much to think about on the weekend. it all came rushing back and i kept thinking about all the times where there were signs.
