Rysmom,
The only way you will know what he feels is to ask him. My guess is that at this point he will tell you what he thinks you want to hear {if he responds at all} so there really is no point in asking. This is a cheeseless tunnel. Direct your attention elsewhere.

You have to focus on controlling what you can, which is yourself. It sounds like your weekend was fun. It is important to fill your days with people and tasks that bring you joy. What is your day like today? Do you have class? Have you decided what country you are going to use for your paper? What brings you joy today?

~ swl

Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear. {Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}