I'm at work, so I don't have much time, but I HAVE to say this: PLEASE try not to beat yourself up. I had to forgive myself of what I felt was my part in the downfall of the M and move on. There is NOTHING you can do about it now. You can only move on from here & start making the changes you feel necessary. I know how hard it is not to keep saying "if only . . . " but it's fruitless! It will only make you feel worse and it's truly a waste of time. Please keep that in mind.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
