Our anniversary is tomorrow... Coming off the heels of the nice camping trip I am trtying to decide if I should ignore it completely, or send a short email to acknowledge it.
She did get snippy with me last night, and I told her very plainly, and confidently that if she wanted us to continue talking and seeing each other she needed to stop talking to me that way.
I was very much expecting some serious backlash, and instead she apologized... Twice.
She wants to come over to my place to watch the LOST finale on Sunday. I am hesitant, but leaning towards doing it and cooking us a nice dinner.
I have come close a few times to telling her that I really don't see the point in what we are doing now. The talking and seeing each other, and that I want to move on and find someone who wants to be with me... But I always step back and think if that is the right thing to do. Part of me wants to just say it and get it over with, and part of me wants to continue, for at least a little while, the pleasantness that we have had recently and see if this is possibly the beginning of something.
I'm doing ok though. I know I'll be fine no matter what. I have a date friday night with a cool chick.
Anyone have any advice? On the anniversary thing or anything else?
By all means 2x4 away if you think what I'm doing right now is stupid.
I feel kinda stupid...
But shes acting very different, and its throwing my game off, ya know?
Like I said... part of me is thinking "get away from this asap, because she is not sincere"
and part of me is saying "she is acting quite different, give this a little time and be cool and see what happens"
