No, he hasn't truly owned up to it. He has said it was wrong and shouldn't have happened.. He has said it was never meant to happen.. but he has been known to put the blame on me for his A.. saying that I caused it by not treating him like a man and giving him what he needed (emotionally/sexually)
One thing that I keep thinking about too.. is that he hasn't mentioned D... only separation/space. In our convo yesterday, he said that he needed space.. wanted to perhaps feel what it was like to not have me around.. to perhaps know what he has..
I don't want to jinx myself and I most certainly don't want falso hope or to have hope for anything with regards to our R right now.. I can't.. the letdown is too much to bear. Look at me now.. I don't want to feel like this.
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
