I think that's what got me here (meaning from when he told me he wanted to work on things, to the present) .. I HAD expectations. I expected him to treat me a certain way or to do certain things, rather than just letting him be. I think that's what got to him and what made him feel trapped and unhappy.
The way he was doing things, in his mind, he WAS trying... (trading my car in for a new one, getting bills on track, coming back home)whereas, I was looking for him to do the small stuff.
I shouldn't have been so stupid. I should have just gone about my business. I guess I'm just so damn insecure and on the defense that I read into what he was doing and too busy trying to figure it out.
That little bit of interest he showed me before he came home saying he wanted to work on things made me fall back into my old ways. I totally screwed myself.
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M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
