I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

I am so angry with myself TH.. I was doing so well. Feeling good and seeing a light at the end of my tunnel and I feel like I sucked back into that dark hole again. Feeling sad and weepy.

I want to be strong again. I hate this person I see before him.

Before, he would usually have a business trip overseas

I just feel broken down. it sucks.

He is definitely stuck. To me, he just feels like this is his answer to everything. Getting rid of me will give him the happiness he is looking for; clarity.

Our talk last night was calm. Few laughs here and there but light. I asked questions but wasn't looking needy or anything. But you are pretty dead on.