I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

I'm trying....I came home last night. Had dinner with the kids and MIL (she is here through the end of this weekend).

We all watched a movie and then kids went to bed and MIL left. H came to bed and we watched tv and chatted.

He really wants out. He says he doesn't want to be with me. Isn't in love with me. That he'll sit the kids down and tell them we aren't going to be living together anymore. That just cut through me. Kept telling me that I'll find someone else and forget about him and find someone with money. He even went back to the resentment part of him and throwing things I did to him back in his face. He totally doesn't trust me. I have never done anything to betray him. He said he isn't happy and that he can't continue doing this for the kids because he is miserable.

So, that's where we are at.

Not sure when he is planning on moving out. But how can I stay in this house? I know it's the best thing for the kids but how can I go on with my life? he said he'll come over in the mornings and do what he has to do to take care of the kids and do his part. Doesn't he realize that it's not that easy?

I hate this. I hate him for doing this to them. Even typing that makes the tears spill because all I see are those 3 beautiful faces and feel horrible that I put them in this situation, or at least contributed to it.

hugs to all