Jeannine, I don't want to go anywhere you might not, but what is the situation regarding OW? Is she out of the picture?
I started gaining back the weight too, but am also working out and lifting weights, hoping to get it back where I want it, not necessarily where IT wants to go! You sound great.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.