Completely Blindsided

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So, another night down and another class done.

I spent the last 3 hours focusing on the more technical points of Tango, and BOY is my mind full! I love it, because it means 3 hours of thinking of nothing more emotionally deep than "Did I execute that move correctly"?

I've come back tired as all hell, the last two nights are starting to take their toll... still, Hip hop and Pilates straight after work tomorrow night! A rolling stone... and all that.

I've told two of the people at work now... I've started to make decent mates with the two other contract temps in the office, and we've formed a neat little 3some. One has her fella, the other her partner, but we three seem to be up for solo meets, drinks and even a breakfast tomorrow morning. It's nice to have something booked at that time... that dreaded time.

Thursday a mate's family have invited me round for dinner, which is lovely, and I'm really looking forward to it, they're such a nice family.

Weekend... is looking empty again. This is becoming a habit.

I'm trying not to stew on her email... her two line email... that took a nearly a week to compose. But it's night time now, and that's when the bad thoughts creep in. I should be barely conscious given how much exercise I've done. Oh well.

Another day down. Pay day number 2 tomorrow, that's something to look forward to. More dance classes, money for new kit, driving lessons and a hefty sum towards my own car.

Plus I got the tango routine pretty darn well. So a bunch of small mercies, and the ability to dance like a stud to sexy music It's not all bad out there.