Thanks. I think that I have cause to feel hope too. I know that I must temper that hope with reasonable caution though, because my situation is far from perfect. But then again, who has a perfect situation?
I see that you are finding some positives in your own life. Good for you!
Although it has been scarey, I committed to pulling back from my H, allowing time to take it's course, and changing old habits in approaching those darkest fears surrounding my life. This, I believe, is at the core of the slow but meaningful change in my present situation.
Stick close to the DB principles and I believe that you will see significant changes in your own situation - OVER TIME.