Hi Old Pilot! I am so happy to hear from you again. Yes, she's due any day now and I am ready and excited! It's me and bub from here on in & I want to get the most out of being a new mum! I was just trying to give WH a last chance.... But he's still out there in the twilight zone with his problems and OW. Today we are better off without him! Cesco, thanks also for your input & encouragement. Yes, I can do it alone. Reality has been terrifying. It's taken me 5 months to accept I can't change it. WH has to go on his journey, and baby and me on mine. I have to be strong and let him go. I hope WH and I meet up again one day, even if just as friends.
