Finally amongst a barage of texts yesterday my H finally admitted to having a relationship with the OW. Well as much of an admission as i will ever get. He said that he never left me for the OW but rather that they formed a bond after he left our home.
I am not sure how I feel about this now. Knowing that my suspiscions have been right all along but hoping that I was wrong or finally knowing so that I can now move on. He now practically lives with her and also has started to set up a room in her house for my sons.
I should be receiving the final part of my D this week, so this is all quite a lot to take on board.
I think reality has finaly hit that my Marriage is over and I have been replaced. My divorce busting efforts didnt work and I dont think were going to. I wish I could have detached more and also had gone dark alot sooner - it is just not in my nature though.
I miss my H terribly and my family and just want to turn back the hands of time so that I can fix this.
Is there anyway I can get my family back or is it too late???
Me 37 years young!! S11 S7 T22 M14 D final 13.05.2010 Today is the first day of the rest of my life!!! First post: D Day has arrived