I'm glad to have gotten that July 31st recall out of the way. I purposely put it in the "summary" so as not to have to go into detail.
I feel that it is now safe for me to focus on it as long as I don't start dwelling too much - which I don't intend to do.
My health, both physical and mental, have taken a rather large beating this year, thus I am moving cautiously.
My C had become increasingly concerned about my mind's coping techniques as the crack lines began widening under the stress load.
I was experiencing the different sides of "disassociation".
I wasn't aware that "disassociation" could have a comfortable side and I was looking at it as a good thing. She quickly dispelled that illusion for me.
I have had no episodes in the last two weeks and am feeling more "stable".
Pam, alaskaangal, Kaw and Sage
Thanks for the thumbs up. It's a comfort to know you are there.
My posting opportunities are sporadic and often interrupted, so please bare with me and my sometimes poorly written thoughts. I don't always have the time to proof what I write.
