I am exactly where you are right now. Miss him. Hate him. Love Him. Wish things were better. Never want to see him again. Right back to miss him.
Most days I honestly feel bipolar.
Keep hanging in there. This is the hardest thing I've ever gone through, but we REALLY don't have a choice. Well, we do, but the alternative to doing what we're doing sucks.
You're not alone, here.
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.
