take it easy, just get through the next 10 minutes and then the next. Take back control over your life.
I gotta tell ya that movie really spoke to me. If a man loves a woman he is going to make the effort to do what it takes to win her. I decided I want a relationship with a man who loves me and will show it rather than one where I have to do all the work.
If I can not have a passionate marriage built on respect, trust, and honesty, I would rather be alone.
Hugs TMW, this guy seems like a drug for you... please for your own well being kick the habit!
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011