Well, today I'm still sick. I started feeling better Saturday afternoon and felt even better Sunday morning. Then Sunday night it hit me again. I slept 12 hours last night and rather than sit around my apartment I drove to a park to sit there and at least enjoy the nice weather. While I was driving there I passed the private school that my kids used to go to and thought about how happy we all were back then. This brought on a few tears, which I wiped away hoping the guy in the next car didn't see me! I then realized I'd missed my turn so I turned at the next street and drove past Coffee Buddy's workplace...another difficult memory. I then passed by a park that CB and I used to go for walks in while we waited for our kids. By the time I got to my destination I was wishing I had of stayed home! But, I did a little reading, took a short walk and just enjoyed the nice weather. I'm at home now and after a brief nap am reading "The Mindful Path Through Worry And Rumination", it's a romance novel... Later I'll go out to grab some Congee for dinner, that should keep my stomach under control. Nice talkin' to you, Dbers but I feel a 15 minute breathing meditation coming on.
Hey, good news! The other day I slammed the trunk of my car on my head...it's not funny, it hurt...and today the scab came off my forehead! I'm a new man, it's like a metamorphosis took place and now no one will ever ask me again "what happened to your head", I was tired of saying "cut myself shaving". Let freedom ring!! Oops, I'm supposed to be meditating. Gotta go.
Hey, good news! The other day I slammed the trunk of my car on my head...it's not funny, it hurt...and today the scab came off my forehead! I'm a new man, it's like a metamorphosis took place and now no one will ever ask me again "what happened to your head", I was tired of saying "cut myself shaving". Let freedom ring!! Oops, I'm supposed to be meditating. Gotta go.
Reality is that which, if you don't believe in it, doesn't go away.
Here's a good one, I just heard it on the news. A lady in our city is now suing her cell phone company because they combined all her services and put them on one bill (as they had been asked to do) and therefore her husband saw a whole bunch of numbers he didn't recognize and discovered her A! Yes it's true, she's suing because her life has been ruined...by the phone company! "Everything I hold dear has been destroyed, I didn't deserve this". Unbelievable!
I would say that that is a person completely out of touch with reality. Hope you're feeling better soon.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
The long weekend is approaching and a few weeks ago STBX mentioned that she'd like US to take the kids away for an overnight trip, but only if I was comfortable with that. I didn't respond and since then she hasn't brought it up again. If she does, I'll say NO. I'd be glad to do something during the day but no overnights, that's just too weird for me. Btw, I'm back at work today and it's the toughest day of the work week for me. It should be loads of fun, especially if I make it to the end of the day!
Wii, you're on the right track. No overnights and especially not the first time she asks you. It'll show you're needy for her attention and willing to do everything she wants you to do.
Glad to hear you're back at work.
How're you feeling overall? See we care for you...
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
Later I'll go out to grab some Congee for dinner, that should keep my stomach under control.
