I usually feel very sad and anxious. Sometimes the anxiety is unbearable. Almost all day I think about my m problems. My son hasn't been eating lunch at school some days because he says he has a stomach ache. I havent called h in 6 days it is really hard.I went to attorney today and things don't look good for separation agreement.
I dont think h is having a mlc. I think he is just a mean, selfish person who changed since he started making a lot of money. Why would he come home when he has his mommy to take care of him and can have other woman on the side? i sometimes think i am wasting my time waiting thinking things will get better while hes digging a bigger hole. If it wasn't for my son I wouldn't be doing this.
You are still wondering and worrying too much about him. I think someone already mentioned Byron Katie to you-- please check her out. You are cooking up all kinds of things in your head that may not be true.
