Never apologize Aver! You are not behind, I am though!!
Well, the best way I can explain it is, I'm going along, seem to be reasonably steady, then BAM!! Like a brick to the head, I'm down. The whole unearthing of my M life the past few weeks has done a real number on my head.
So, I just wonder have I really processed it, I'm sure I've processed it to point. But I think it's going to take a while to feel like I had been feeling.
I do think I haven't really taken time off, this whole year + I've just not wanted to stop my work routine, I've been fearing change, and it's pretty much worn me down.
So I must have processed some of this - I am doing far better than I was a year ago this time. Guess I'm not feeling the growth these days that I see others have.
And don't think b/c I'm down here that means you can't be up there! Length of time from bomb-a-versary I'm sure has some bearing, but I read threads from people on here who are dishing out great advice & DBing w great success 3 months after D-day!
So I am/have been going through it. Just going up and down, down right now.
As promised, GAL report: Had an OK weekend, much better than last week's, of course that's setting the bar pretty low!
Went to a street fair thing on Sat. w my sister & her kids, beautiful day, nice. Went out to dinner last night w other sis & friends. Getting acclimated.
Still feeling a little shaken from last week. Just trying to keep it steady. Maybe time to revisit my goals.
Now I've kept my end of the bargain, let's have it w the date report! What do you have to blush about??
