V1 - seems she's constantly seeking validation of her decision. Yeah what she said this morning is that seems I'm confirming that she was just there to make my life easier.

OK, that's her perspective, fine. I just sent her an email, which I know I shouldn't have, but kind of addressed all this, my feelings and what she should know about them. Yes, I know, don't do that. But hell, we've divorced now, what does it matter. Crap, yeah I'm struggling again. That sucker punch materialized after all.

Wii - heh, funny. But yeah I'm sure you do know that feeling. The adjustment is difficult. No more partner to be "in it together". Is that the same as her being there to make things easier for me? Seems an unfair response on her part. But again, it doesn't matter.

Yeah, I'm going to have to figure how to do things in a way that doesn't cost money. Yes, I agree, just a matter of doing it. I have to learn that. How to relax.