I am doing my best at being even keeled and not pissy or snotty towards her. When she is in one of her moods, which is often, and doesn't want to talk or look at me or whatever, I go do something else. No smart-a$$ comment, just go do my thing. Besides, if she is watching, I am being consistent. If she's not watching and really is done, nothing I can do will make her stay. I know that now. I am just being the best me that I can be. The best dad and the best man. She doesn't want me for a husband. If she ever does change her mind, I am a better person than I was.
I remember, not too long ago, when I was praying for her to change her mind and come back and work on things. Now, even if she did want to, I don't think I would be as quick to just take her back. She would have to prove to me that she meant it. We would have to work together to heal the relationship. I guess that's how it should have been all along, the two of us working together. We both would have a lot to prove to the other.
Either way I am good with. Come back and make the effort or don't: her choice.
