I'm feeling in a rut myself too gman. I backslided this past week and a half. I'm bummed..
I know what it feels like to feel like you're giving 100000% and WAS is just THERE... not really making much of an effort really only being there in physical form..
Part of me sometimes wishes that I can just up and get out but I know that in my heart that's not what I truly want.
I know that I need to just stop having any expectations whatsoever and just worry about myself... But I just guess I feel like WAS is being selfish, you know?
Just rambling here..
I AM PMSing though so who knows lol sorry fellas! lol
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson