HUGS to you.

I'm feeling in a rut myself too gman. I backslided this past week and a half. I'm bummed..

I know what it feels like to feel like you're giving 100000% and WAS is just THERE... not really making much of an effort really only being there in physical form..

Part of me sometimes wishes that I can just up and get out but I know that in my heart that's not what I truly want.

I know that I need to just stop having any expectations whatsoever and just worry about myself... But I just guess I feel like WAS is being selfish, you know?

Just rambling here..

I AM PMSing though so who knows lol sorry fellas! lol


M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson