Grandmother is ok... fractured a few bones, pelvis, tail bone and possibly ribs... spirits are good... most likely going to a rehab center this week.

H and I have been in communication. Im starting to just feel sadness as i think this is the most our lives will ever be. Hard to accept and digest. thinking of calling it all quits...
sorry to sound so sour... but what is this really? what if this is the most we will ever be... i cant stop loving him?

after all that he did and the hurt i feel, i would forgive him in a heartbeat.