Do I think I have a problem with rage, yes..I see that now, if I would get upset I would snap on him, the kids whoever. I am now working very hard to fix this and have only had 3 episodes in 7 weeks, which for me is great, I would have them almost everyday. Stress is my trigger and even though I am going through the most stress of my life right now I am aware of my problem and keeping it in check, not to say I am healed, I am not but I am working on it. I think my anger was what I contributed to my marriage falling apart, He says that for years he just put his head in the sand and he cannot do that anymore, so he is speaking up by leaving. I have stopped my kids from being my whole life, that is what I am doing. Our lives were wrapped up in our kids, running them around 7 days a week to the various sports they played and so on, we always put them first, finacially and emotionally, and while they will always be my number 1 priority I am making sure to take time for myself and they are very supportive of this.
If you have anything to share with me I would appreciate it.
m-34 w-33 d-15 s-10 m-11 years t-16 years bomb - Feb 24/10
