V1olin's new life without wife

[v1olin]

"breaking up" with the new woman right now. She is so understanding about the whole thing. I have been down all weekend and this is what I must do for right now. I have learned my lesson.

Now, I will just focus on work and my kids. When will I be done with all this anyways? I keep waiting for that "connection" to go away with my wife but it still clings on. We have been though so much together, how can I ever forget that?