Made it to work today. Hope I can get through the day. At this point it's doubtful. Today DOES mean something to me.
Went to D16's BF's graduation last night. I took D13 with me (long story). H took S11. We got there first, had plenty of space next to where we were sitting. H and S came in and stood by the door for the whole ceremony. I tried, and D tried several times to get their attention, to let them know they could sit with us, but I guess they didn't see us.
Anyway, it was very hard, sitting there, knowing that D will be graduating next year. Thinking about all of the senior activities, and "lasts" of her high school year.....culminated by her name being read at graduation as the daughter of two separate parents -- it never stuck out to me before that when names are read of divorce parents that they are read as Father X and Mother X, instead of Mother and Father X........it will be a very hard year.
I got the mail out of the box from Saturday last night. My latest statement from L was in there indicating two conversations with my H. I sent L an e-mail asking her to let me know the details. Apparently I am going to need to ask that she keep me posted when he makes contact. Anyway - of course hit me wrong, on the wrong day.
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
