!I have been forcing my mind to go back to it when I start to try and prepare myself for the worst. I mean there has to be a way to keep thinking positive while acknowledging the feelings of anger and sadness....right?
Helping others here, like the way you support me, helps...doesn't it?
I have developed a knack for putting aside a lot of the what ifs. I deal with it when I get there. If H presents me with papers, I will be devastated no matter how much I prepare for it, so I don't prepare. I will also be stunned, and scared if he tells me he is through w/ OW and wants to return. I'll deal with it when I get there.
Your are treading water, and sometimes need to lay back and float.
"If you strike me down, I will become more powerful than you can possibly imagine!" 1st thread
