thanks for stopping by. been busy lately but since you posted, decided to say hi back at ya and journal some...
Lets see, where did I last leave off in this never ending story.....
Monday back to work after long holiday weekend. H has emailed me everyday numerous times. We can't IM, so seems we are using email as IM. so this is good. I make sure he starts it. DB 101.
Tuesday evening after work, H was to have kids and so I went shopping for something to wear to office party on Friday evening, as H and I are indeed going. (!) I was at the store trying on clothes for 3 hours. I am in between sizes and am a petite, so it is horrible trying to find clothes that fit properly that need no alterations. after trying on numerous pairs, found some black pants and a red sweater to wear...it is a casual party.
Wednesday met H at sons school for S13's basketball game. H sat by me and chatted through out the game.
Today H called me at work, said he was in the area and would I like to go to lunch. This is a big plus in my mind....this was one of the things that I nagged and whined about him constantly over the past 3 or 4 years (pre-Db'ing)...I always nagged that he never came down and took me to lunch. When we were first married and even 5 years into our marriage, we would have lunch at least once a week. So it was something that I was really missing. We had chinese at a new restuarant by my office - yummy. As we were leaving, I said "thanks for lunch" he said "I enjoyed it". Yippee! He then emailed me when he got back to his office and said "I am back"...to let me know the email was on.
I still, however, feel like he is very comfortable in the relationship the way it is now, and this disturbs me. I cannot let this go on forever. How long do I wait him out? I had given myself until xmas...but this date is looming....and we are obviously making progress, but not there yet. I just don't want to find myself 2 yrs down the road in the same place I am now.
Having trouble with the patience thing now.
ok, gotta run - check in on everyone later. thanks for listening.
