I am obsessing, I know. MAybe all this "thing" happened to teach me a lesson different from what I thought it was. Maybe I am supposed to learn that some things cant be forgiven, some loves just cant be mended or even that my love for him, isnt as big as I convienced myself it was... Maybe my "strength" has reached it's max and it still isnt enough.
Recognize this for what it is. It is negative self-talk. It will lead you to pull defeat out of the jaws of victory. You have to stop negative self-talk. it is not true. It is bad. But most of all, it is not true. So why do you tell yourself these things?
