You are interpreting her MOOD as her COMMITMENT... STOP it.
Allen, My W is browsing wedding dresses online. My W is searching quotes of love toward OM online and saving them. My W is searching how OM can retain custody of his child or have same rights as OMW.
I acknowledge this could all be fantasy in her head but at the same time I won't put anything past the two.
My W has changed passwords for accounts to include the word 'mistake'
My W tells me OM knows the real her and I do not.
I understand there are far worse sitches on this forum and for that I empathize but to me this is devastating.
M: 27, W: 25 Together since: 01/31/00 M: 10/4/09 (8 Months) ILBNILWY: 01/24/10 EA confirmed: 02/10/10 (Busted). Road to Reconcile began: 07/10/10 Retrouvaille: 09/10/10