Mila, crying and gardening sounds like a very healing combination. (((hugs)))
GAG, I am a huge fan of The Work, developed by Byron Katie. It's very powerful to watch the process in youtube videos or listen to it in audiobooks. I have found that doing The Work is one of the most powerful ways that I've found to truly question the thoughts that cause my suffering. It brings me peace whenever I do it.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.