libby, gag, TG & MH, TF, CW, SA - thank you all for the pep talk and advice, I love you all...the support I get from everyone is phenomenal.
I'm used to the rollercoaster of emotions by now, so I know that tomorrow will be better and if not tomorrow then the day after. I was actually surprised by how I felt and where did it all come from all of a sudden.
In retrospect I'm thinking that it wasn't only sadness that I felt, it was also a little pity party...mixed with resentment towards WH. I have to admit that when I'm really honest with myself.
I felt resentful that here I am, slaving on the garden, taking care of everything...household & business...cooking, cleaning, laundry, taxi service for daughter, while WH is practically having a vacation for the past 10 days with OW. No care in the world, just having good time. Her H told me that she even had the audacity to come to his house while he was gone and exchange cars...left her SUV and took out the sporty convertible for the weekend. Probably had some nice plans with WH.
So here you have it, they got the better of me...Obviously I still have ways to go with detachment.
Got another personal email regarding D lessons...didn't reply, although I will have to because an answer is needed for a third party in this. Also D shared that he texted her asking "How is everything?".
Darnit, enough about him...I'm going to do something nice for me and stop thinking about this mess.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
