Well, W had a few drinks last night and I came home and she was listening to all these sad songs. One of them came on and she said "this song is too personal for you to hear" I listened and it was all about how a woman loved her husband and even though she was in pain, she couldn't let go f him and thier love for each other. It was a really heart renching song and I felt horrible because I know it was about her life.

Do I dare assume that I can take anything she says while drinking to heart? If so she is maybe talking about how confused she is abut our sitch.

Headed home from work now and I don't think I will mention it and just keep up my work around the house and my new, better attitude.

Maybe some of what I'm changing is making her notice?