I am taking care of myself and doing lots of praying, so hard to see your own child go thru this, I never would of thought I would go thru this again. She has seen the destruction it causes but she refuses to see it that way any longer. Please keep us in your prayers .....another long journey for us all....I love her so much, she was my strength when this was all new to me....she gave me hope and prayed and held me like a child crying when they got hurt...... Maybe this is all my fault for making her go thru this with me.... I was the mom, not her, but yet I fell apart and she held me....I know God has his plans for us all, but some sure are hard journey's.I am sure compared to other people who have lost children to pain and suffering and even death I am so blessed not to have that happen to her....I am thankful for that....