That is interesting - you said I sound angry, but funny, I don't feel angry. Just practical. He doesn't want to be with me, so I found something else to do.
I made reservations at the Mandalay in Las Colinas! I am sure my kids won't eat enough to come close to what it costs, but this year, I just said, What the Heck!!! Didn't have it in me this year to do all of the cooking, either. I get so tired of being the one who always picks up the reins and does it. so I am on strike this year.