I am in tears right now. I just had to send my youngest two back to their dad (they lives with him through the week, I get them on the weekends). My 9 YO always takes a fit and cries and clings and begs me to stay with me. I wish it were possible, but right now I don't have a place, I have little money to work with right now. ugh

We hurt so much, yet he couldn't care less. While we sit and cry and live with so much pain, he pursues other women, rants at me, and blames me for everything. Why is this so easy for him to throw me and our family away?

M: 34
WAH: 38 (in MLC)
Together: 11 years
Married since: November 2000
DS: 15
DS: 11
DS: 10
ILYBINILWY: Dec. 2009
Living separately since: April 2010