Completely Blindsided

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Thanks for the advice TH.

I hope to get the chance to use it. I guess that's why I'm acting out the way I am. I don't think she's going to call. I don't think she's going to email.

I feel that all of her actions so far are because she is scared. She's scared of confrontation and she's scared to talk to me about it. She's scared of hurting me and she's scared of wavering. So the best way in her mind to deal with this situation is to ignore it and run away.

I think she's still running, and when she's running she's not going to reach out to me.

That's why I've been feeling so down about it - because I don't think I'm going to get the chance to work on it. I feel like it's over and that just plain sucks.