Do you feel like you are cycling up and down? Or just a straight path downward?
I do wonder if things can be unforgivable at times. And what would it take for true healing to occur.
Bottling up and suppressing is never good of course.
I guess I have to ask you. Would ending the marriage and leaving him make you feel the "peace" you are searching for?
Just asking- I have no particular inclination as to which way you should go.
I guess- what will make you feel better.
I know it's not a "magic bullet" but something that would move you towards a positive direction.
Maybe you really don't know... what that "something" is.... maybe others here or an IC would know what that "something" is....
Last edited by june72; 05/16/1007:40 PM.
M38, H37 S3, S7 Together 15 yrs Married 8 yrs Bomb July 2008 Inhouse separation "I hate you" "We are over" (too many times to count) Reconciled Sept 2009 (still worth it)