Today has been a very interesting day brought on by a dream/thought I had last night. It was so real it woke me instantly and I couldn't get the words or the way they were said out of my head.
I don't remember dreaming just hearing my H voice very plainly in my ear. He said '' ***** I don't know what to do'. It was so vivid and clear, just as if he was beside me. It was a real plea from the heart. It has impacted on me all day. Normally I would always support and help him. But this plea goes unanswered.........
Despite being detached this really gave me a wobbly feeling.
None communication continues for both me and the children as H withdraws big time into the MLC tunnel.
