REally, tho, you have so evolved. I hope to be in your shoes someday soon.
And ya know, even though I don't think my H is involved in a EA or PA, I think I will still be left with those feelings of "will he bolt again someday if things aren't just so-so". I think anytime a spouse walks away, it shatters the LBS's entire sense of security that we may never, ever get back. I know now that I doubt I ever will. So for what it is worth, I think you questioning your sitch is perfectly normal and all one can hope is that it lessens with each passing year???
