Hopefully his leg will take longer to heal than my heart!
Oh dear God, how am I going to get through the pain of him getting married?
I was sort of expecting it--I just felt that he would make that move, having been frustrated in not marrying me all these years...I can only hope her biological clock is ticking (we never wanted kids. One of the first things I asked him when he said he was with someone else, was: do you want children? He said no. But hell, as we see, people change)
Seems like a lot of changes for one man in one year: new woman; new job (within his company, just a change up) giving up the house he adored; leaving the town he loved; giving up the Planning Commission which he loved; deciding to get married.
Don't the stress experts say that anyone of those things is like a factor for a heart attack?
Well, it is just one more body blow. If only I could listen to my C and stop the self-blame. The remorse.
Thanks for stopping in. I will need a lot of words and hugs the next little bit.
