LFA--I'm so sorry to be behind on offering you support.
I'm sure the body meltdown is related to a final release of all the stress. If you can take it as a time to recoup and do a little healing--mental and emotional, do.
It's also hard to hear that you feel you haven't done much processing on the sitch. I don't mean--don't tell me anymore! Keep telling us everything you need to say. It just saddens me for my own sitch--geezum, LFA has been at this for over a year and SHE hasn't really started the processing? How will I/we get through this?
Don't worry about making me cry with your card story. It was a planned cry--you just helped with the release.
Did you make the right decision in moving? I, too, would double guess myself forever. But you had to make a decision; you listed out all the positives (closer to family, shorter drive to work--now, what were the others? List 'em out!)
Hopefully the change of space will help with change of heart.
I need help, too, in getting a bunch of tasks done. Bills, setting up my room to be my room...a bunch of procrastinating going on.
GAL,LFA, GAL!
We want reports, or I won't tell you about my lovely evening with Town Escort last night!!