Please understand, you cannot control him and what he does w/his life. He is no longer living w/you and I know that hurts, but you cannot withhold those items that are his. The motorcycle is his. If he should ask for other things that belong to him, give them to him.
I understand how you feel, but there's nothing you can do about it. The only person you can control right now is you. You are going to have to find a way to work through all of this because you do not want to become an angry, bitter woman for the rest of your life. Please allow God to work on him.
What are your plans for today? I do hope that you will find something to take your mind off of your h and the situation. Have you begun to plant flowers or spent any time in your garden/yard? Nature has a way of soothing the soul.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
