Actually the next position is a permanent part-time position, so it will be a step up if I get it. Also I hope for the full-time position too which will be great.
I am doing what I can, but not very good. I feel sick to my stomach today, and just tired and not very energetic today. I just want this feeling gone for good.
W does not even know what a mistake she is making with the OM from what the OMW said. He has some definite issues that he does not show to her. She will be so disappointed with him. I guess it could work too. I don't know. I know his kids are not real happy with him from what the OMW's wife told me. I don't think they are going to be happy with my W knowing she was cheating on their mother with the OM. I hope they make her life miserable if it goes that far. She so deserves it. I know I should not think this way, but I do. I am so hurt by what W has done.
She is just throwing our M away like it meant nothing. She makes me out to be the bad guy, and I do feel like the bad guy even if I am not. I do not like to feel this way. I hate the way I feel tonight!!!
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