Well, I am just trying to be truthful. I have lots of people to talk to, but close relationships I have always found hard to come by. Just have. He is the same way too. for most of the marriage we were each others best frined.
Lost a lot of people, too. It makes you hold onto things that you have (or percieve you have). I finished Grad School, and between working and night school I spend all my other moments with my kids (teens).