(((Mila))) Thanks for the reminder. I will be honest, not knowing for sure about the existence/nonexistence of an OW does make me a little crazy. I am glad he has not flaunted it, but I wish I knew either way for sure so I could deal with it.
I have noted that the past few weeks while in some ways he does seem to have made some positive little steps in my direction, in other ways he definitely seems more withdrawn or something. It is really hard to explain. Trying to not think about it too much otherwise it is crazy-making.