I am reading and trying hard to follow the advice given to me here. Some days I am MOSTLY okay (there are moments when I am triggered into thinking about H and/or my sitch). I do make plans to go out with friends at least once a week, I do journal about my feelings, I don't contact my H (even when the desire to talk to him is eating me alive), I don't try to convince him he is wrong or make him feel guilty... ::sigh::
Today is just a bad day. I keep breaking down and crying. I MISS him sooo much. I noticed earlier he has deleted and blocked me from all his public social net pages. That really bothers me because he is shutting me out of his life completely. WHYYY?!! What have I done to him to deserve this? (I'm sorry...just venting.) :-(
M: 34 WAH: 38 (in MLC) Together: 11 years Married since: November 2000 DS: 15 DS: 11 DS: 10 ILYBINILWY: Dec. 2009 Living separately since: April 2010
