Yea, traffic gets crazy on the mixmaster. That's why I try not to go downtown unless it is self defense
You seem to be making slow but steady progress. That is great! Have you tried to do something different? I used to go to the movies by myself when H was away. It felt empowering the first time.
What things do you like to do?
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
