It really is confusing. I feel like maybe she is also saying that she is desirable by other men and if what I say is true I need to show it in my actions. Otherwise there are other options.
I don't know, I woke up with her really early this morning (she works super early Saturday) I waited until she was about to leave and told her that I hoped she had a good day...etc and gave her a short but gentle hug.
I will be at work for about 10 more hours, then I'm working a shift for someone tomorrow and then she is back to work Monday so we will see each other very little for the next few days. I guess that's good so we can both think about our sitch. I will plan on continuing to do my 180s and be a better guy to be around .