He's waffling and I'm tired

[Carlota]

Thank you Donna, that list is so eye opening, long but wise and I am willing to do it. I am already doing some stuff on my own, without that knowledge.

I have to let my husband be and taking care me which is hard. I am going to look better and laugh more; I should rent funny videos since I used to be a happier person. I am asking friends to go out with them, something that I am getting more comfortable.
My whole world is different now, we used to spend time together and now he is avoiding me big time. I am even thinking that he may have someone else, but I am trying really hard to not eat me alive.

Carlota